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Never posted for ages...

Just returned from Malacca yesterday... still a little sian and stuff...

Which JC am I aiming to after my O levels? I am 15 already. I need to know where in blazes I am going after secondary school. Here is what I am looking for:

- A JC that has no discriminatory attitudes whatsoever
- 4 H2 subjects (Maths, Physics, Chemistry and History) and maybe a H1 in Literature
- A cool CCA (Air-Rifle, Flying Club, Debate, Drama... the like)
- Music Elective Program if possible

Looking thru all the JCs and stuff, the only JC that seems to fit all of my... expectations is ACJC (Anglo-Chinese Junior College). But, the catch is that I need to get a 6 or a maximum of 7 to enter ACJC.

Which means I need to achieve A1s for all subjects. Which will be difficult.

Toughie...

But yet, the above is just what I AM LOOKING FOR and its not what GOD IS LOOKING FOR.

I have no idea what God is looking for... since I have not prayed about it yet.

I believe God's opinion is the most important. After all, last year I tried to push my way into NUSHMS (NUS High of Maths and Science) but it failed (obviously). So God closed that door. And in the Bible ,it says that whatever door God opens, man cannot close and whatever door God closes, man cannot open. The "door" here applies to a lot of things... but in this case, it would be opportunity.

Last year, God shut the door. Which means that He wants me to do something in my present school. BUT WHAT IS IT????? sian...

I want to get into ACJC. But if God shuts the door, I'll ram head-first and get a pHd for free... (Permanant Head Damage).

But where does God want me to go? I seen the criteria of getting into ACJC in terms of music and it claims that you need a DIPLOMA in any instruments. Diploma is not easy, although it is attainable...

SIAN!!! I'm taking my diploma in 3 years time, so I miss the thing by ONE YEAR!!! ARGH!

I'm feeling a little cranky... so...