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V-Day is coming! This Saturday, in actual fact... Some people call it Valentines' Day, but for this particular year, it's VICTORY DAY!

Yeah, Saturday is the day when I'm totally free from the Common Tests... (on second thought, its not a Victory Day)

I always get the jitters when 14th of Feburary comes. Another emotional roller-coaster is heading this way.... Sometimes I just wonder why I keep feeling all these crap. I really hate it, but my mind just keeps... wandering towards that particular topic.

But this year would be really different. I would be giving out gifts on one of these days!!! (someone says "Finally.") Since its the Sec 4 year for most of us, so might as well give out gifts to encourage people! =D

Is it normal to have these kind of emotions? I mean, is it caused by hormones and all that scientific rubbish? Or is it that I keep kena-ing it for no apparent reason? No way I can express myself to friends/classmates... they will just laugh at me... It must be my really... warped imagination.

But, how am I gonna give out the gifts to the people that are on my list? (Some are females). A bit weird if I just stride up to a particular someone and hand her the gift ("Nah! For you! Happy Valentines' Day!) right? Some will just diao me, and its actually quite awkward to give out to other people... some childish people will just laugh and jeer (even though I'm not giving to them).
Sometimes I just find some people really... amusing (in the other sense). You guys find swearing at the top of your voice cool? ("**** I forgot to do the homework! Aiyah **** that ***** lah, don't do lor." "**** her lah! My hair so nice one, where got long? *** *** *** ** lah!" "Wha yesterday we play ______, you use the character very ******* noob leh!" "What the **** was that man?" etc.) I mean, what the? Does cursing and swearing bring you up the social ladder? Does it get your work done? Does it earn you respect?

Wow I'm being really random today...

Speaking from my human side, a girl in class really catches my eye... =D I just could not help sometimes and just shift my gaze to her.

MAN why do we teenagers get hit with raging hormones? This is the age where we seem to find the opposing gender... attractive.

Actually I got something else to say... but never mind.

For These Reasons
by Lincoln Brewster

Verse
For Your endless love (echo)
For the life You gave (echo)
For the second chance (echo)
For Your priceless grace (echo)
For Your healing hands (echo)
For the gift of peace (echo)
For the blessed hope (echo)
For the faith to believe (echo)

Chorus
For these reasons we praise You
For these reasons we worship You
For these reasons we live to tell of Your love
To all the world

Searched for videos on Youtube and stumbled onto this video... I really find this song nice... short, simple, sweet (except for the guitar solos... sounds really difficult).

And I just realised that I had the song actually all along in my iTunes...

How muddle-headed can I get, seriously.

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