I'm going crazy.

Could it be because of the three weeks that I had missed Youth Service and the Loud Fest?

From Wednesday, my mind was filled with... weird and insane thoughts... Tried going back to God, asking Him for help... I dunno, still very discouraged after what happened on Wednesday.

I want to be insane. I want to die. This sucks. Period.

I'm isolated. I am trapped in my own mind. The SYF better be worth it. My sanity is slipping away.

I guess I can symphatise with the caricature of MacDonald (above)