I realise I've been posting once a week recently... Really have no time.

Well, for the t-box, when you click "Enter", reload your page... don't spam the clicking button.

Anyway I'm planning to change my skin today...

Yesterday was... awesome yet weird.

During the altar call, I was actually struggling... wondering if I should go up or not. I really wanted to. I needed to be cleansed. I needed Christ's power to remove that disgusting habit. Suddenly these thoughts came in... I believe they are from the devil:
"If you go up, what would they think of you? You are a musician, CG Intern and yet you want to go up to the altar call? It will destroy your reputation! Don't. Maintain that secret."
"You don't need any help. Just rely on yourself."
and etc.

It was tough. I did not want to go up initially. Then I realised if I wanted to get right with God once and for all, I had to. I also wanted that sin out of my life. I was not sure what happened in the next few seconds, but the next thing I knew, I was at the altar.

Spiritual warfare is difficult. The devil seems powerful and superior, but when we turn our eyes upon Jesus, He can help us to crush the devil's grip on us.

Thank you, God, for forgiving me so many times.

In Jesus' name, that sin is destroyed. Gone.

You know what? Now I don't really care what the others in that hall think of me or the other brothers at the altar, be it judging or disgust. I am made right with God. That is good enough.

=D