Well... well... well..

Posting for the third time today...

Sometimes I would just ask myself... are emotions tools for mankind, or weapons of self-destruction?

I spent some time yesterday and this morning just thinking... About my feelings towards people, my sensitivity, reflections...

I think I understand my feelings... (let's be emo, for the heck of it)

If only you would know the feelings I have for you. Now I'm keeping it in check though... don't wanna let it go out of control like last year... when I crashed and burned when I heard the recent... development.

Ok lah. Last year I was really into her. No idea why. She attracts me a lot xP (I sound like some playboy =O...) Then when he told me about the two of them... BOOM my head went off like a nuke.

That period was crazy man. Emo-ed thru the week, tried to put up a brave front. Ended up in tears at night. Wasted my time watching sadistic shows and laughing at all the gory parts.

"Change is now" Barack Obama

Can I really change?

Can my emotions be controlled? Easy to say, but hard to do it.

God, I ask for strength. I called, and You answer me. You come to my rescue. God, I want to be where You are.

He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.
I will say of the Lord, "He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust." (Psalm 91:1-2)

The Lord is my strength and my song; he has become my salvation. (Psalm 118:14)

I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. (Galatians 2:20)

Thank you, Jesus for dying on the cross for us. =D