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Prelims today were rather scary... xP

Chinese prelims for my sch today... got to crash into the hall to do all the rubbish and stuff...

Surprisingly for my chinese essay, which is on "Opportunities", I wrote something which happened... two years ago...

I'm sure most of you know by now... Two years ago I attempted to sign up to join NUS High for Math and Science (NUSHMS)... Really had no idea what made me sign up... Kang Shiong came and asked me the other day if I wanted to sign up for the Admission Test for NUSHMS, and he said that he had already signed up for it and he was quite confident that he was going to get in. I was also rather curious about this admission test thing, so I also went and signed up for it.

The test was about two months away (if you guys still remember, it was the Saturday that Ben, Daniel, Joel and Justin took the Sec 1 and 2 guys out for the Transformers movie...) and I could tell KS was really preparing for it very well.

I, on the other hand, did not even study for that stupid test... xP Was not really enthusiastic about it, if you ask me honestly.

On that test day itself... WOW the questions were insanity! Imagine a Sec 2 student trying to define CRITICAL ANGLE! (it is the angle of incidence from the dense medium to the less dense medium whereby the refracted ray would be perpendicular with respect to the normal.)

Obviously if you ask me to quote it now I can... but try doing that in Sec 2... xP

The test just... passed. Did not really care much about it in fact... just carried on with life as usual. However... two weeks later, the test results came back.

I GOT SARS!

Haha no lah, the email confirmation came, saying that I got into the CAMP (round 2)... Elated, I picked up the phone and called KS... things happened... here and there...

Then that was when I realised. He did not make it in.

Honestly I did not feel happy at all... I was quite sad... since he was more desperate than me to get into NUSHMS. Well... I tried to say some words of encouragement... but being the idiotic me that time, I did not phrase my words well, KS misintepreted it as I was gloating at him...

The next week sucked like crap... There was a fire already in class... and this incident fanned it even higher... I dunno what was my problem... but I started to be more cocky and idiotic in class...

I was sick. Disgusting. I acted like some arrogant BITCH in class, seriously. I hated what I did. I acted as if I would enter the school. As if it was a hundred percent result that I can get in.

Face it. I was a jerk. A big fat one.

zzz what was my main motivation for this post...

I forgot...